this is literally the worst month of my life. I am not happy. I find everything depressing me. I can’t even smile anymore.
i miss him….nooooooo
I hate “i miss you” texts. Why do you think you can come back into my life after all the hurt you caused me? The sleepless nights, crying nonstop, and thinking about how all the good times are now gone. Making me feel like you were ashamed of me and now you think you can just come back and say “I MISS YOU”. No…..I just can not respond because all those feelings I once had for you will come back and I’ll be the fool. No just no. I am not trying to get hurt again……
I am the type of person who overthinks things & when I overthink I get into this dark state of mind where I just hate everything. I get really insecure. I think everyone hates me. and I just cry. It’s really bad. I have to learn not to o v e r t h i n k.